Hello, so yeah. Being a artist is harder than I thought. I, almost deleted my account during my absence because I believed I was never a good artist, that I was never meant to be one. And at school, I needed to be more studious and a few bully problems I had to clear up. But, I don't know if I should come back as an Artist or not. And DA is the only place I ever appreciate to open myself yup when I was in middle school.
I need someone to be a coach out there for me. If I do come back, I would really appreciate if someone can take their time to remind me of a due date a project should be turn in here. I need that effort to help me overcome being a perfectionist because it's killing me right here.
I'm also going to be more serious in my artwork, so in Febuary/March of 2012 I am going to introduce new and old characters into D.A and practice my very best on it. I am very self-concious of my artwork, but at the same time I compare my self to other artist that have more experience in Art than I have. And being a self-taught artist, it's kind of rough when you're parents don't take the time to push yourself to the best. Or help you out, when you're stumped. So, yeah...I'm kind of alone on this. And no I am no making any drama or wanting attention. I am truthfully, writing this out in my own words and own favor to myself to remind me of what I want to do in life.
And this is what I want to do.